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LEECH WOMAN!! by mickmoart
LEECH WOMAN!!

PURE ART FROM ME IN FEBRUARY OF 2015!!!!

I was doing a submission art piece [and possible cover art] for Full Moon Features, Charles Band and their infamous PUPPET MASTER line of movies, toys and artwork!!

I sort of did this art about THE INNER SICKNESS OF BEAUTY!!! And who better to do this art at the time about then of the legendary LEECH WOMAN!!!

And it was a art submissions as well!! I guess I wanted to make Leech Woman both TOTALLY BEAUTIFUL and CURSED at the same time!! She's both a goddess and inertly sickened as well!! Always vomiting up leeches forever more!!

Well, it's been long overdue for me to do up a killer art piece on Leech Woman! And I worked on this one during several days of sickness and puking spells as well!! SO IT'S PERFECT SUBJECT MATTER FOR ME!!

Anyway....I do hope you like this art I did while having a bad flu and puking spells!! HEH!!! And I had a lot of fun doing this art....DESPITE A VERY BAD COLD!! Yeah, fevers, coughing your lungs out and a stomach flu SUCKS ASS!!

BUT IT MAKES FOR "GREAT ART"!!

[And I hope I dominate this entry thing for the legendary PUPPET MASTER series!!]

HAIL THE PUPPET MASTERS OR OUR TIME!!!


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D.R.I. THRASH GUY [MICKMO STYLE] by mickmoart
D.R.I. THRASH GUY [MICKMO STYLE]

A black and white submission I submitted to a band called D.R.I. for a possible flyer design or interior art in a CD itself!!! [But you probably know then as DIRTY ROTTEN IMBECILES!! MUSICAL LEGENDS!!!]

I did this art in January 2015!


It's some artwork based around good old old-fashioned 80s thrash-punk crossover!!

Asking the eternal question....

Who am I!? I'M D.R.I.!!!”

[With a bit of SUIT AND TIE GUY and THRASH ZONE thrown in, of course!!]

Anyway....I DO HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE!!

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You know something!? I think when it's all said and done with! I WILL BE REMEMBERED FOR MY ARTWORK!!!! Because the voices of outside people will remember how quality my artwork actually was!! Despite unpopular opinions of the current day, fickle-ass trends, my long-term suffered PTSD and the social networking times of this fickle 21st century that I had seen and witnessed!

Because WHEN YOU STRIP ALL OF THE LAYERS AWAY!!! The art is all I have left! The art is silent, but still can scream and blare out at you for all time!!

I don't do comic books shows, really. Cause in the day and age....there are PROPAGANDIZED TOOLS OF THE RICH!!! They really are too!! These past several years, I don't think the comic book shows are really COMIC BOOK BASED anymore!! JUST THE OPPOSITE, REALLY!! And it's sort or revolting too.

They are media tools of the political regime! Pure pressure events to make the SCAM ARTISTS look good and clean! Even though it's just dirty money anyway! And sadly....THE IDIOTS STILL FALL FOR IT!!! [Thing is, I don't even take myself as a political person!! I AM STILL ANON-VOTER and will gladly do bouts of jury duty over voting in Missouri!!]

That's what I don't do many comic book shows anymore, unless the promoter is cool to me anyway and it willing to support my visions and my artwork! Cause at the end of the day, it refused to be a COMIC BOOK BASED thing in the end....and then it became a “HE WHO IS THE RICHEST AND CAN TRAVEL EASE-FREE TO ANYWHERE GETS A TABLE AT THE EXCLUSIVE EVENT” thing!

Did my opinions CHANGE after awhile since seeing the true horrors behind the veils of SUPERHEROS!? The so-called “Bruce Wayne” mentalities of a scorned existence!? I believe they did after awhile! Cause it became something that I wasn't! The whole art “comics” scene that is! That is to say, that I wasn't a part of the so-called PAYING MACHINE!! This sordid chain-of-command that I was usually a unjustified outsider of, due to lack of deep perceptions! THE RICH AND THE OVERRATED WALLS OF MY LIFE!!!!

COMIC SHOWS are just a tool for the rich and even the “actoral arts” now, and had been for many years now for an “appeal factor”! [That is to say, ACTORS are usually TYPICAL to be getting the FREE TABLES, FREE HOTEL EXPENSES and even ADORING FANS WHO JUST MINDLESSLY FOLLOW THEM FOR OVER-INFLATED PAID AUTOGRAPHS!!!]

And who pays the price for these people to get in FOR FREE!? YOU GUESSED RIGHT if you said THE MINDLESS FANS, THE OVERLY-SLAVED ARTISTS/WRITERS OF US WHO SOIL AND PIONEER TRUE ARTFORMS and even THE VENDORS WHO SELL COMIC BOOKS IN THEIR BOOTHS!!

I don't know, man!? Based on what I have seen, experienced as a ARTIST ALLEY GUEST PROFESSIONAL and just the general SET-UP of it all!! It's just ALL ASS-BACKWARDS SET-UP TO ME, ANYWAY!! I mean, as much money as these rich promoters laundered over the damned years, you'd THINK they could afford some sort of BANNER for a poor-schmuck like me! BUT THEY NEVER DO THAT AT ALL!! I always had to dig deep into outside funding in order to even do comic book shows in the wraiths of 'Murrikkka! And sometimes....IT TOOKS ME YEARS to even get there!!

It's just a “system” geared towards actors in the mainstream and greedy promoters who “cater” to you if you payed for the photo-ops and the overinflated entry fees! It gets worse on the underground artists each and every years! Especially if they are ME!! Whom had mainstream successes anyway! I guess when the systems changed and got altered through the years and decades, it changed ME as well! TERRIBLE SHIT!!

Comic book conventions ARE NOT WHAT YOU THINK THEM TO REALLY BE!! And I know people love them. But to ME....they had often left a bitter taste in my mouth and left me second-guessing about corruptness in the contemporary “systems” of this think called COMICS! If comic book shows are for book authors as well!? THEN WHERE ARE THEY AT!? I rarely saw authors in the 30+ shows I had attended! Which is pretty terrible. CAUSE THEY ARE SCRIBES OF THE WRITTEN FORMS OF LIFE AND FICTION!!

I'd been drawing since I was 3 YEARS OLD!! When there was no whim or whisper for my visual creativity! Since I discovered a box of old-used crayons and a WHILE CINDERBLOCK WINDOW!! wasn't thinking about comic book shows then! I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE COLORS OF THE ART!! [This was in the 1970s, back when I didn't have any comic books at all! JUST AN ARTISTIC PASSION FOR WANTING THE DESIRE TO DRAW SOMETHING IN LIFE THAT WAS NEEDED!!]

NOWADAYS IN 2015!!! It's just a money-driven thing of the suits! IT TRULY IS!!! The tragedy of modern ages!!

There is no longer any passion for THE TRUE ARTS unless it's some recycled superhero that you see on some convention hall for about 50 TIMES!!! And if there is, it's still few and far between!! Sure the TRUE TALENTS still exist! But at what cost!? Comic book shows are just now a propagandized tool of the cooperate media chains to make these greedy promoters look good! So they can afford more propaganda tools to cater for their own greed! CAUSE THEY CAN FRONT THE MONEY FOR THIS STUFF!! [A modern day extortion of paper money and coins for the evils of the modernized world that surrounds us now!]

Yeah, I think it is rather ass-backwards! AND IT GETS LIKE THAT EVER YEAR!! Just becoming even more ass-backwards then before!! TO ME....I think it's those OVERRATED-OVERPAID ACTORS who should have to pay their own expenses with the comic shows! LIKE THE REVERSE OF WHAT IT IS NOW!! I mean, WHY CALL THEM COMIC BOOK SHOWS AT ALL!? They are just ACTOR'S SHOWS to fill thespian and promoter wallets!/

The artists and writers of TRUE COMIC BOOK ARTS!!! They shouldn't have to pay at all for those overrated expenses that the actors just simply DON'T PAY FOR!! Those are the people who suffer the most!! THE TRUE ARTISTS WHO JUST GET SHOVED ASIDE LIKE I DO!! Yet the so-called “promoters” are still the crooks and blackmailers of the day. Hell they even tax the little guys/girls nowadays for even SHOWING UP AS ARTIST ALLEY GUESTS!! They just give you a form before or after the damned show....And treat the guest LEST THEN GUEST-LIKE!! [I should know, because I was one of “their” guests!]

There are a lot of ass-backward things that go on in the systems of what they call COMIC BOOK SHOWS!! [Yes, I am talking about things like Planet Comicon shows and even certain Wizard World shows that would rather just would rather steal your money then just to be an actual “creative event”!] THE FEEBLE LAMBS STILL SUPPORT THE WOLVES!!! Wash, rinse and then REPEAT! Hell, I detest even being called a “geek” cause for me, it's still INSULTING...That's a derogatory term for the art that I suffered through and studied, as true art is structure and actual freedom! “ARTISTIC OUTSIDER” IS MUCH MORE APPROPRIATE FOR ME!!

Though my life....I'd been through WAY TOO MUCH pain and stress!!! The good and the bad parts of the art worlds! I had to suffer just to even get my art out there in the styles and the interpretations of the way I anted to get it to people! Even in this past month or so, when the awareness of these propagandized tools are at AN ALL TIME HIGH!! [My third eye gets the worst of me, sometimes!!] But I have a third eye for a reason!! SO I DON'T VEER INTO THE WRONG PATHS OF “SELLOUT ARTWORK”!!

REAL ART TALENTS” GET BRUSHED UNDERNEATH THE RUG FOR THE STICK-FIGURE DRAWING FRAUDS!! More times then not....this is TOTALLY CORRECT!! I should know that!! For I have see it with my own blue eyes!!

If I die someday....I die in this HORRIBLY-FORGOTTEN UNDERPASSED land called Missouri!! Where nobody cares about THE REAL YOU when you actually die! Perhaps the TRUE FOLKLORE OF ME will heighten the awareness of my art-forms to those who gave a damn! The art that I did will ALWAYS BE THERE in some for or another!! SEE, THIS IS WHY I DID MY ART SINCE I WAS 3 YEARS OLD!!! Ever since I dug out a crayon box [or a cigar box] and saw A BLANK WHITE WALL!! I knew then as I know now that I will always be A TRUE ARTIST!! So I hope SOMEDAY....There will be a “GOLDEN TIME” where TRUE ARTS ARE TRULY APPRECIATED!! When somebody out there digs up my art online or some back issue of a comic book somewhere and makes it their own within their own minds! Both good or bad! TO ME, THIS IS THE MOST MEANINGFUL THING PEOPLE CAN DO TO PROGRESS MY VISION OF ART!!

The sacrifice a poor person like me made, to go against the grains of this TRIVIAL SOCIETY and FICKLE TRENDS to do my own art, in my own special way and style! 30 YEARS FROM NOW....BEYOND MY DEATH AND EXISTENCE.....IT WILL BE TOTALLY DIFFERENT!! because they will remember my visions, if this thing called “THE INTERNET” is still in existence! The smart people will seek out those visions, long after my death!! because the net will evolve and progress as it should!

It'll just get better or it'll just be MORE OVERSATURATED WITH MORONIC FOOLS who will not progress the artforms!! Chances are, it'll be both kinds of people in society!

I was a child of a alcoholic factory worker with ONE EYE!! He was limited of sight and mindset and he was a heavy alcoholic at one time! BUT “I” could SEE SO LONG BEYOND MY YEARS AND DECADES!! Of course a person like that would just never get me or what I am all about in this era I live! Why!? BECAUSE HE WAS THE “BLIND” ONE....AND I could TRULY “SEE” THINGS BEYOND MYSELF!!

I saw my mother dead on a floor at 14, when I stepped off of that bus! When you see the tragedy unfold in front of you in that way! IT CHANGES YOU SUBSTANTIALLY!!

The ONLY REAL WOMAN back then in my life who ENCOURAGED ME to see people like STAN LEE!!! BECAUSE SHE SAW THE FUTURES OF ME AT THE TIME!!! [Little did I realize, It was Stan lee who was part of this “evil cooperate machine”. And I'd have more respect for a director by the name of Lloyd Kaufman who was always supportive of my art and my visions!]

The shallow mindset of the the era of 2015 are just sickening to me in the end, but I do what I can with my own art and visions!! THE SHALLOW MINDSETS DON'T GET AN OUTSIDER ARTIST AND A LONG-TERM PTSD SURVIVOR LIKE AS MYSELF!! [Needless to say....my PTSD is REAL and it's not like the depict in dumb Hollywood movies! My PTSD is REOCCURRING, DARK and DOWNTRODDEN!! Some days are good and some are just awful, in terms of the bad memories! But it's the part of my brain and psyche that is always with me!! THE INNER DARKNESS!!]

When I am dead and gone!! I hope my art and my visions will get out to the RIGHT PEOPLE!! The 2 or 3 people who gave a shit about me, man! Folding exponentially into the subconscious and into the rights of true thinkers! The ones who mattered to me internally, out to the eyes who will see my visions well beyond me! THAT'S ALL I WANT!! Money is so hit-and-miss!! IT'S FUCKING PAPER OF THE ILLUMINATI!! Money controls minds!! ART is the thing that I could do when I was poor and downtrodden! IT'S THE ART THAT'LL LIVE ON FOREVER!!!!! Beyond me and my corporal human form!! My health waivers and my mind gets into PTSD spells. BUT THE ART IS “CORRECT” OF ME!!

IN 30 YEARS....when I am dead and gone! [Or maybe a few years after my death! OR A FEW DAYS!!] And I have lived and died this torment and pain I call AN TRUE ARTIST'S LIFE!! In a Kansas City area where they stereotyped me for being “crazy” and didn't get my ideas as a TRUE ARTIST!! It may either become LESS saturated with money or it could become a new time when TRUE TALENTS are truly appreciated in comic books and art itself! The whole worlds now could change well beyond me! AND I HOPE FOR THAT DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL!! It's a bold thing to say....But it'll become one thing or another thing! MAYBE BOTH OR NEITHER!?

HOPEFULLY, I will be reunited with my 18th Century Impressionists clan! [Seems like CLAUDE MONET and CAMILLE PISSARO look after me from the spirit-side! They say VINCENT VAN GOGH is reclusive and working on artwork, even in the spirit worlds! Because in the end, I will become this digital bit like the movie TRON!!! It's just inevitable!!]

Hopefully ONE DAY....JUST SOMEDAY!!! I will FINALLY get my Wikipedia entry among the other true artists and friends that I have known in the current era of the fickle 21st Century! Hell....MY FINGERPRINTS AND “DNA” ARE “ALREADY” ON STUFF in the ART WORLDS! I already know that! I was an influence for quite a few of them!! The ones who both loved and hated me!

People still tell me that at times: “Mickmo, thanks for your influences! I wish I could get the manic ideas like you had! And I learned a lot from you, even through your hard times and difficulties through your life!” I know I had influence even on some of the Radio Comix people of today! Even certain Image Comics people! THEY ALL TOLD ME THIS AT CERTAIN TIMES DURING MY LIFE AND MY SHORT EXITENCE!! I knew that because they were the ones who appreciated my artforms. My art ideas helped inspired THEM in the end!!! And perhaps, even though I am poor....I AM RICH AND WEALTHY IN MY LONG-TERM SIGHT AND VISIONS IN ART!! And that is truth for me! In the end...my visions are “digital bits” for the future to learn from! FACT!!

[I already had a dream about the mainframes of art in a permanent art exhibit right by Turner and them! Showing 6 of my key art pieces during my life! THE KEY ART PIECES THAT I HAD DONE AND SUFFERED OVER IN THE HALLWAYS OF ART HISTORY!]

A LIFE IS NOT “LIVED”, UNLESS YOU TRULY “SUFFER” THROUGH THAT LIFETIME! For I have already suffered through all of it....MUTIPLE TIMES IN MY LIFE!! All of the deaths at my feet, inner-tortured madness, PTSD that took up much of the corridors of my damned life, living day-to-day in a cruel Missouri environment and THE ART ITSELF!! Those visions and the approach were all of my own!

I guess when I am dead and gone! “MY” ART WILL BE LEFT BEHIND!!! And that's why I did it to begin with! THE “ART” THAT IS!! Because it was separate then anything else at the time and place within the nexus of gatherings! And I FULFILLED EVERY VISION, TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITIES at those key moments in my time! Because art can be SO MANY THINGS....And even SO MANY LEVELS AND MOODS!! It can be something different and interpretive to each and every person who comes across my art! It's a philosophy that I will take to the grave with me!

It may happen when I die...but then again, it may happen several weeks or years down the road!! Time and people are funny like that! “GOOD PEOPLE” WILL REMEMBER MY ARTWORK!! No matter how “delayed” certain things are with the “gridlocks” of this true light and life! CAUSE THE DOUBTERS AND HATERS STILL SUCK ANYWAY!! [These are not my people! The ones who harped on me for not even understanding me from afar and a distance!] Those people may not go away either! The art that I did for myself and others, in the end....IT WILL SPEAK FOR ITSELF!!

And this is my blog for the seasons of 2015! IT IS WHAT “IT” IS!! And deep down, I know that that means! Because life is not ALWAYS fun nor pretty! Hell, my life ain't even a damned Hallmark card at all!! It's just a life you breathe and live every single day when you wake up in the contexts and perceptions of this “third eye” that I got!

It ain't always easy living...and it ain't always fun!! BUT IT'S “MY” LIFE!! Sometimes this is just the life you are forced to lead! I do understand that. Through time and tide!! THIS IS “ME”CONNECTED TO FORM AND HEARTBEATS!! Basically, this is all it is!

This is what I want to be remembered for! BEING A TRUE ARTIST!! This is all I can ever ask of myself, blending outward into society!

YEAH!!!

  • Mood: Eye Candy
  • Listening to: BLIND GUARDIAN!! HAMMERFALL!!
  • Reading: Letters onna screen!!
  • Watching: Gingerdead Man 3: SATURDAY NIGHT CLEAVER!
  • Playing: Typing-Skills Hands!!
  • Eating: FOODSTUFFS!
  • Drinking: Discount Water!

So AGAIN!!! I am up late-night or in the daytime just WRITING TO MYSELF as I often do!!! [Or whenever my hands decide to type as so!]

I write or draw, because sometimes....THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL OR PERCEIVE! Or what I know or have ever known! What I was before and what I am striving to be in future-times!

Yeah, I guess I had been drawing since I was 3 years old! I remember my very first drawing and having a cigar box of old crayons! There was ME and my YOUTHFUL IMAGINATION!! I was just 3 years old! And I used to live in a SMALL BOX-LIKE HOUSE!! [With an otherwise CARING MOTHER WHOM PASSED AWAY TO SOON and an ALCOHOLIC FATHER!]

If you walked like 20 to 25 feet away from my old square house I lived in as a toddler! THERE WAS THIS OLD AND MIGHTY WHITE-PAINTED CINDERBLOCK GARAGE!!! And on that side that you walked, it was just an old doorway! The rest was just a white cinderblock wall!

And there was this sort-of outdoor stool-thing with a red padding on it. And to me at a humble age of 3, this wall looked, well....EMPTY!! So I had like a light blue crayon from this cigar box. I reached into the box, and then MY VERY FIRST CREATION INSIDE OF MYSELF AND MY VERY OWN PSYCHE TOOK HOLD OF ME!!!

This empty wall got A HAND-SCRIBBLED WINDOW from my very own right hand!! [Drawn by a 3 year old art prodigy of me, of course!] And that was my very first drawing I ever remembered drawing! I remember I drew this out of IMPULSE that there were no windows on this one side of this cinderblock building on that entire white-painted wall!!! TOTALLY OUT OF TRUE SENSATIONS OF AWAKENINGS!! And my youthful mind just said....

Well, if a window had to be blue! IT HAS TO BE LIGHT BLUE!!!”

It was more/less like this drawing was something “unspoken” and of “emotion”! But to me at the time....IT MADE SO MUCH SENSE TO ME!! I believe I used some color like a “light blue” or a “periwinkle” type color that you had in those old standard sets of Crayolas!! BUT IT WAS ALL ONE LIGHTER COLOR OF BLUE!! it was alike a dream to me....but in my realities of a young child! IT WAS TRUE CREATIONS GATHERED FOR ME ALL AT ONCE ON A LONELY WHITE WALL!!

And my mother at the time, I don't recall her ever punishing me for this creation of drawing a toddler*esque window on some empty section of a white-washed garage!? If I got anything, it was not to draw on the wall anymore! Or it'd make the father somewhat mad! But that was only temporary to my future urges of drawing masterpieces in the future-times! BUT THIS WAS THE 1970s!! There were no such things as “internet connections” back then!

But NOBODY painted over it or anything like that for decades on end!? IT JUST SAT THERE!! Through winds and snows and every other elements of the outside worlds they called MISSOURI!! In a humble place in the middle of nowhere! That cinderblock garage was up until the earlier 90s, if I remember right! Then it got tore down for a house expansion later on, during the further hardships of my life! Because the old garage was pretty clunky and old-looking! It was just a first-generation garage at the time! THROUGH WINDS AND WEATHER!!

Maybe the LIGHT BLUE WINDOW was just a precursor of my life later on! The window to the soul of my existences!! I was just a tiny-young kid looking into the LOOKING GLASS of life itself! MY FUTURE TIMES I DID NOT QUITE UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE I WAS JUST A PALE CHILD!! I wanted more WINDOWS, so that I could see FURTHER!! Over the decades, as I learned the arts itself....IT WAS A WINDOW!!!

But yes, this is where my drawings started from....A BASIC NEED TO CREATE WHEN SOMETHING WAS NOT THERE!! I didn't have any paper! Just a primal instinct to create something that was not there!!

THE WINDOW OF ME!!!

[Something like looked like a 4-glass pane window to balance out the other windows on the side!]

THAT WAS MY WINDOW!!! 

These were the very start of my visions!! And maybe I was better or worse for it over decades on end!! BUT THESE WERE STILL MY VISIONS!! Active visions of a 3 year old bending into time and space and EYES OF MY OWN FUTURE!!

For these were the eyes of a young child!! THE CRYSTAL CLEAR BLUE EYES OF ME!!

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: IRON MAIDEN!!
  • Reading: Telepathy with Aliens & Camille Pissaro!
  • Watching: Gingerdead Man Vs. Evil Bong and Witchouse 3!
  • Playing: Typing-Skills Hands!!
  • Eating: FOOD!
  • Drinking: Energy Drinks to kill my colon!!

You know something!? I think when it's all said and done with! I WILL BE REMEMBERED FOR MY ARTWORK!!!! Because the voices of outside people will remember how quality my artwork actually was!! Despite unpopular opinions of the current day, fickle-ass trends, my long-term suffered PTSD and the social networking times of this fickle 21st century that I had seen and witnessed!

Because WHEN YOU STRIP ALL OF THE LAYERS AWAY!!! The art is all I have left! The art is silent, but still can scream and blare out at you for all time!!

I don't do comic books shows, really. Cause in the day and age....there are PROPAGANDIZED TOOLS OF THE RICH!!! They really are too!! These past several years, I don't think the comic book shows are really COMIC BOOK BASED anymore!! JUST THE OPPOSITE, REALLY!! And it's sort or revolting too.

They are media tools of the political regime! Pure pressure events to make the SCAM ARTISTS look good and clean! Even though it's just dirty money anyway! And sadly....THE IDIOTS STILL FALL FOR IT!!! [Thing is, I don't even take myself as a political person!! I AM STILL ANON-VOTER and will gladly do bouts of jury duty over voting in Missouri!!]

That's what I don't do many comic book shows anymore, unless the promoter is cool to me anyway and it willing to support my visions and my artwork! Cause at the end of the day, it refused to be a COMIC BOOK BASED thing in the end....and then it became a “HE WHO IS THE RICHEST AND CAN TRAVEL EASE-FREE TO ANYWHERE GETS A TABLE AT THE EXCLUSIVE EVENT” thing!

Did my opinions CHANGE after awhile since seeing the true horrors behind the veils of SUPERHEROS!? The so-called “Bruce Wayne” mentalities of a scorned existence!? I believe they did after awhile! Cause it became something that I wasn't! The whole art “comics” scene that is! That is to say, that I wasn't a part of the so-called PAYING MACHINE!! This sordid chain-of-command that I was usually a unjustified outsider of, due to lack of deep perceptions! THE RICH AND THE OVERRATED WALLS OF MY LIFE!!!!

COMIC SHOWS are just a tool for the rich and even the “actoral arts” now, and had been for many years now for an “appeal factor”! [That is to say, ACTORS are usually TYPICAL to be getting the FREE TABLES, FREE HOTEL EXPENSES and even ADORING FANS WHO JUST MINDLESSLY FOLLOW THEM FOR OVER-INFLATED PAID AUTOGRAPHS!!!]

And who pays the price for these people to get in FOR FREE!? YOU GUESSED RIGHT if you said THE MINDLESS FANS, THE OVERLY-SLAVED ARTISTS/WRITERS OF US WHO SOIL AND PIONEER TRUE ARTFORMS and even THE VENDORS WHO SELL COMIC BOOKS IN THEIR BOOTHS!!

I don't know, man!? Based on what I have seen, experienced as a ARTIST ALLEY GUEST PROFESSIONAL and just the general SET-UP of it all!! It's just ALL ASS-BACKWARDS SET-UP TO ME, ANYWAY!! I mean, as much money as these rich promoters laundered over the damned years, you'd THINK they could afford some sort of BANNER for a poor-schmuck like me! BUT THEY NEVER DO THAT AT ALL!! I always had to dig deep into outside funding in order to even do comic book shows in the wraiths of 'Murrikkka! And sometimes....IT TOOKS ME YEARS to even get there!!

It's just a “system” geared towards actors in the mainstream and greedy promoters who “cater” to you if you payed for the photo-ops and the overinflated entry fees! It gets worse on the underground artists each and every years! Especially if they are ME!! Whom had mainstream successes anyway! I guess when the systems changed and got altered through the years and decades, it changed ME as well! TERRIBLE SHIT!!

Comic book conventions ARE NOT WHAT YOU THINK THEM TO REALLY BE!! And I know people love them. But to ME....they had often left a bitter taste in my mouth and left me second-guessing about corruptness in the contemporary “systems” of this think called COMICS! If comic book shows are for book authors as well!? THEN WHERE ARE THEY AT!? I rarely saw authors in the 30+ shows I had attended! Which is pretty terrible. CAUSE THEY ARE SCRIBES OF THE WRITTEN FORMS OF LIFE AND FICTION!!

I'd been drawing since I was 3 YEARS OLD!! When there was no whim or whisper for my visual creativity! Since I discovered a box of old-used crayons and a WHILE CINDERBLOCK WINDOW!! wasn't thinking about comic book shows then! I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE COLORS OF THE ART!! [This was in the 1970s, back when I didn't have any comic books at all! JUST AN ARTISTIC PASSION FOR WANTING THE DESIRE TO DRAW SOMETHING IN LIFE THAT WAS NEEDED!!]

NOWADAYS IN 2015!!! It's just a money-driven thing of the suits! IT TRULY IS!!! The tragedy of modern ages!!

There is no longer any passion for THE TRUE ARTS unless it's some recycled superhero that you see on some convention hall for about 50 TIMES!!! And if there is, it's still few and far between!! Sure the TRUE TALENTS still exist! But at what cost!? Comic book shows are just now a propagandized tool of the cooperate media chains to make these greedy promoters look good! So they can afford more propaganda tools to cater for their own greed! CAUSE THEY CAN FRONT THE MONEY FOR THIS STUFF!! [A modern day extortion of paper money and coins for the evils of the modernized world that surrounds us now!]

Yeah, I think it is rather ass-backwards! AND IT GETS LIKE THAT EVER YEAR!! Just becoming even more ass-backwards then before!! TO ME....I think it's those OVERRATED-OVERPAID ACTORS who should have to pay their own expenses with the comic shows! LIKE THE REVERSE OF WHAT IT IS NOW!! I mean, WHY CALL THEM COMIC BOOK SHOWS AT ALL!? They are just ACTOR'S SHOWS to fill thespian and promoter wallets!/

The artists and writers of TRUE COMIC BOOK ARTS!!! They shouldn't have to pay at all for those overrated expenses that the actors just simply DON'T PAY FOR!! Those are the people who suffer the most!! THE TRUE ARTISTS WHO JUST GET SHOVED ASIDE LIKE I DO!! Yet the so-called “promoters” are still the crooks and blackmailers of the day. Hell they even tax the little guys/girls nowadays for even SHOWING UP AS ARTIST ALLEY GUESTS!! They just give you a form before or after the damned show....And treat the guest LEST THEN GUEST-LIKE!! [I should know, because I was one of “their” guests!]

There are a lot of ass-backward things that go on in the systems of what they call COMIC BOOK SHOWS!! [Yes, I am talking about things like Planet Comicon shows and even certain Wizard World shows that would rather just would rather steal your money then just to be an actual “creative event”!] THE FEEBLE LAMBS STILL SUPPORT THE WOLVES!!! Wash, rinse and then REPEAT! Hell, I detest even being called a “geek” cause for me, it's still INSULTING...That's a derogatory term for the art that I suffered through and studied, as true art is structure and actual freedom! “ARTISTIC OUTSIDER” IS MUCH MORE APPROPRIATE FOR ME!!

Though my life....I'd been through WAY TOO MUCH pain and stress!!! The good and the bad parts of the art worlds! I had to suffer just to even get my art out there in the styles and the interpretations of the way I anted to get it to people! Even in this past month or so, when the awareness of these propagandized tools are at AN ALL TIME HIGH!! [My third eye gets the worst of me, sometimes!!] But I have a third eye for a reason!! SO I DON'T VEER INTO THE WRONG PATHS OF “SELLOUT ARTWORK”!!

REAL ART TALENTS” GET BRUSHED UNDERNEATH THE RUG FOR THE STICK-FIGURE DRAWING FRAUDS!! More times then not....this is TOTALLY CORRECT!! I should know that!! For I have see it with my own blue eyes!!

If I die someday....I die in this HORRIBLY-FORGOTTEN UNDERPASSED land called Missouri!! Where nobody cares about THE REAL YOU when you actually die! Perhaps the TRUE FOLKLORE OF ME will heighten the awareness of my art-forms to those who gave a damn! The art that I did will ALWAYS BE THERE in some for or another!! SEE, THIS IS WHY I DID MY ART SINCE I WAS 3 YEARS OLD!!! Ever since I dug out a crayon box [or a cigar box] and saw A BLANK WHITE WALL!! I knew then as I know now that I will always be A TRUE ARTIST!! So I hope SOMEDAY....There will be a “GOLDEN TIME” where TRUE ARTS ARE TRULY APPRECIATED!! When somebody out there digs up my art online or some back issue of a comic book somewhere and makes it their own within their own minds! Both good or bad! TO ME, THIS IS THE MOST MEANINGFUL THING PEOPLE CAN DO TO PROGRESS MY VISION OF ART!!

The sacrifice a poor person like me made, to go against the grains of this TRIVIAL SOCIETY and FICKLE TRENDS to do my own art, in my own special way and style! 30 YEARS FROM NOW....BEYOND MY DEATH AND EXISTENCE.....IT WILL BE TOTALLY DIFFERENT!! because they will remember my visions, if this thing called “THE INTERNET” is still in existence! The smart people will seek out those visions, long after my death!! because the net will evolve and progress as it should!

It'll just get better or it'll just be MORE OVERSATURATED WITH MORONIC FOOLS who will not progress the artforms!! Chances are, it'll be both kinds of people in society!

I was a child of a alcoholic factory worker with ONE EYE!! He was limited of sight and mindset and he was a heavy alcoholic at one time! BUT “I” could SEE SO LONG BEYOND MY YEARS AND DECADES!! Of course a person like that would just never get me or what I am all about in this era I live! Why!? BECAUSE HE WAS THE “BLIND” ONE....AND I could TRULY “SEE” THINGS BEYOND MYSELF!!

I saw my mother dead on a floor at 14, when I stepped off of that bus! When you see the tragedy unfold in front of you in that way! IT CHANGES YOU SUBSTANTIALLY!!

The ONLY REAL WOMAN back then in my life who ENCOURAGED ME to see people like STAN LEE!!! BECAUSE SHE SAW THE FUTURES OF ME AT THE TIME!!! [Little did I realize, It was Stan lee who was part of this “evil cooperate machine”. And I'd have more respect for a director by the name of Lloyd Kaufman who was always supportive of my art and my visions!]

The shallow mindset of the the era of 2015 are just sickening to me in the end, but I do what I can with my own art and visions!! THE SHALLOW MINDSETS DON'T GET AN OUTSIDER ARTIST AND A LONG-TERM PTSD SURVIVOR LIKE AS MYSELF!! [Needless to say....my PTSD is REAL and it's not like the depict in dumb Hollywood movies! My PTSD is REOCCURRING, DARK and DOWNTRODDEN!! Some days are good and some are just awful, in terms of the bad memories! But it's the part of my brain and psyche that is always with me!! THE INNER DARKNESS!!]

When I am dead and gone!! I hope my art and my visions will get out to the RIGHT PEOPLE!! The 2 or 3 people who gave a shit about me, man! Folding exponentially into the subconscious and into the rights of true thinkers! The ones who mattered to me internally, out to the eyes who will see my visions well beyond me! THAT'S ALL I WANT!! Money is so hit-and-miss!! IT'S FUCKING PAPER OF THE ILLUMINATI!! Money controls minds!! ART is the thing that I could do when I was poor and downtrodden! IT'S THE ART THAT'LL LIVE ON FOREVER!!!!! Beyond me and my corporal human form!! My health waivers and my mind gets into PTSD spells. BUT THE ART IS “CORRECT” OF ME!!

IN 30 YEARS....when I am dead and gone! [Or maybe a few years after my death! OR A FEW DAYS!!] And I have lived and died this torment and pain I call AN TRUE ARTIST'S LIFE!! In a Kansas City area where they stereotyped me for being “crazy” and didn't get my ideas as a TRUE ARTIST!! It may either become LESS saturated with money or it could become a new time when TRUE TALENTS are truly appreciated in comic books and art itself! The whole worlds now could change well beyond me! AND I HOPE FOR THAT DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL!! It's a bold thing to say....But it'll become one thing or another thing! MAYBE BOTH OR NEITHER!?

HOPEFULLY, I will be reunited with my 18th Century Impressionists clan! [Seems like CLAUDE MONET and CAMILLE PISSARO look after me from the spirit-side! They say VINCENT VAN GOGH is reclusive and working on artwork, even in the spirit worlds! Because in the end, I will become this digital bit like the movie TRON!!! It's just inevitable!!]

Hopefully ONE DAY....JUST SOMEDAY!!! I will FINALLY get my Wikipedia entry among the other true artists and friends that I have known in the current era of the fickle 21st Century! Hell....MY FINGERPRINTS AND “DNA” ARE “ALREADY” ON STUFF in the ART WORLDS! I already know that! I was an influence for quite a few of them!! The ones who both loved and hated me!

People still tell me that at times: “Mickmo, thanks for your influences! I wish I could get the manic ideas like you had! And I learned a lot from you, even through your hard times and difficulties through your life!” I know I had influence even on some of the Radio Comix people of today! Even certain Image Comics people! THEY ALL TOLD ME THIS AT CERTAIN TIMES DURING MY LIFE AND MY SHORT EXITENCE!! I knew that because they were the ones who appreciated my artforms. My art ideas helped inspired THEM in the end!!! And perhaps, even though I am poor....I AM RICH AND WEALTHY IN MY LONG-TERM SIGHT AND VISIONS IN ART!! And that is truth for me! In the end...my visions are “digital bits” for the future to learn from! FACT!!

[I already had a dream about the mainframes of art in a permanent art exhibit right by Turner and them! Showing 6 of my key art pieces during my life! THE KEY ART PIECES THAT I HAD DONE AND SUFFERED OVER IN THE HALLWAYS OF ART HISTORY!]

A LIFE IS NOT “LIVED”, UNLESS YOU TRULY “SUFFER” THROUGH THAT LIFETIME! For I have already suffered through all of it....MUTIPLE TIMES IN MY LIFE!! All of the deaths at my feet, inner-tortured madness, PTSD that took up much of the corridors of my damned life, living day-to-day in a cruel Missouri environment and THE ART ITSELF!! Those visions and the approach were all of my own!

I guess when I am dead and gone! “MY” ART WILL BE LEFT BEHIND!!! And that's why I did it to begin with! THE “ART” THAT IS!! Because it was separate then anything else at the time and place within the nexus of gatherings! And I FULFILLED EVERY VISION, TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITIES at those key moments in my time! Because art can be SO MANY THINGS....And even SO MANY LEVELS AND MOODS!! It can be something different and interpretive to each and every person who comes across my art! It's a philosophy that I will take to the grave with me!

It may happen when I die...but then again, it may happen several weeks or years down the road!! Time and people are funny like that! “GOOD PEOPLE” WILL REMEMBER MY ARTWORK!! No matter how “delayed” certain things are with the “gridlocks” of this true light and life! CAUSE THE DOUBTERS AND HATERS STILL SUCK ANYWAY!! [These are not my people! The ones who harped on me for not even understanding me from afar and a distance!] Those people may not go away either! The art that I did for myself and others, in the end....IT WILL SPEAK FOR ITSELF!!

And this is my blog for the seasons of 2015! IT IS WHAT “IT” IS!! And deep down, I know that that means! Because life is not ALWAYS fun nor pretty! Hell, my life ain't even a damned Hallmark card at all!! It's just a life you breathe and live every single day when you wake up in the contexts and perceptions of this “third eye” that I got!

It ain't always easy living...and it ain't always fun!! BUT IT'S “MY” LIFE!! Sometimes this is just the life you are forced to lead! I do understand that. Through time and tide!! THIS IS “ME”CONNECTED TO FORM AND HEARTBEATS!! Basically, this is all it is!

This is what I want to be remembered for! BEING A TRUE ARTIST!! This is all I can ever ask of myself, blending outward into society!

YEAH!!!

  • Mood: Eye Candy
  • Listening to: BLIND GUARDIAN!! HAMMERFALL!!
  • Reading: Letters onna screen!!
  • Watching: Gingerdead Man 3: SATURDAY NIGHT CLEAVER!
  • Playing: Typing-Skills Hands!!
  • Eating: FOODSTUFFS!
  • Drinking: Discount Water!

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Mickmo
Artist | Professional | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Lee's Scum-Meats, Misery - Jesus Camp Helltown
Favourite genre of music: Black metal, death metal, grindcore and classic rock
Favourite photographer: Richard Avedon, Herb Ritts
Favourite style of art: Anything that does not suck!
MP3 player of choice: Mediamonkey!
Skin of choice: Hottie Women with all the right parts!
Favourite cartoon character: Tarnna, Druuna and some others...
Personal Quote: Before you can be famous, YOU MUST BE INFAMOUS!
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mricarus Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015
You've earned my watch, my good sir. :iconwristwatchplz:
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mickmoart Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Professional General Artist
I am thankful for that!! THANKS SO MUCH!!!

:)
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mricarus Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015
You're welcome.
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mickmoart Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2015  Professional General Artist
Yeah, I am hoping to get some new art up soon enough!! At least some new blogs!! LOL!
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mainasha Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
hey mickmo
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mickmoart Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013  Professional General Artist
Hallo!!!
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chricko Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013
I dig your stuff!
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mickmoart Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much!!! Yeah, It's been a very slow year for me...art-wise! But alas....I SHALL RISE AGAIN!!!

:D
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chricko Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2013
No problemo pal!
That would be awesome!
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mickmoart Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Professional General Artist
Wonderful!!! :D
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